i want to get lost. lost in thought, lost in emotion, lost in feeling, lost in you, lost in love, lost in life. lose track of time, lose track of where i'm going, lose track of my senses, lose sense feeling, lose sense of consciousness, lose sense of anything that could possibly make any sense at all. i want to live nonsense, be nonsense, be anywhere and no where at all. i want to be in two places at once, i want to be everywhere at once. i want to escape my body, crawl out of my skin, crawl out of this hole, and be somewhere else. be free from this being, be free from my past, be free from what's ahead, be free from everything i need, want, and have. i have to be this, that, or something else completely, but i don't want to have to anymore, i don't want to have anything anymore. i just want to be.
i want to keep driving until i don't know where i am and don't know where i'll end up. i want to be somewhere new, and i don't want to know how to get back. i want to get lost and find a new way. a new way of seeing, a new way of thinking, a new way of feeling, a new way of being.
i really just want to get lost. everything is too familiar and too comfortable, and there comes a point when too comfortable becomes uncomfortable.
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